animate ideas living, breathing, pulsing charged and causing change dynamic particles cascading into people and places — 3/25/10 – 124
Author walljm
walljm
I have been writing on the web since 2000. I am a christian , a photographer, an occasional poet, a recovering dreamer, an occasional philosopher, a software developer, an autodidact, and I resemble the INFP personality type.
anticipation building slowly until it comes full fruition — 3/24/10 – 123
new york, new york, oh city teaming with life and lands and cultures dreaming of new horizons opened wide like lady liberty and the morning tide — 2003 (possibly march)
I’ve been a Christian since 1984, growing up in a loving home with two amazing parents. For as long as I could remember God was as real to me as the sun and the moon. That changed six years ago, when I went through a crisis of faith followed by a series of severe anxiety attacks. Those anxiety attacks taught me some valuable lessons and I wanted to take some time to talk about what happened, to explain some of what I learned about fear, about identity and purpose and how God intends for us to live in relationship with Him
It isn’t enough to ask God to do a thing, like restore your soul or reframe your heart or desire, or to help you do a thing He has asked you to do. Part of making this stuff work is proceeding to act as though He has done it once you have asked. We operate as Christians using faith to confirm the receipt of what we ask for. Ask, then act as though your prayer is answered. for if He has asked it of you, He will follow through.
beneath a stretching violet sky the setting sun brings evening nigh the clouds burnt orange in crimson fashion set fire the heavens and the passion inside me as i awestruck behold the flaming majesty pictured bold and humbled i fall on my knees so still and silent neath the trees for words cannot express the glory that i see in this evenings story — 4/1/2003
little gems exploding and the tears drifted down like the strands of a weeping willow in the mid summer sun — snippet – 7/5/2003
your presence is intoxicating a heady wine that saturates and sets my senses alive with dreams — 3/23/10 – 122
feel the morning sun shining and the clear breath of spring the soft and sweet reminder of new life and beginning — 3/23/10 – 121
the gentle touch of the morning sun was a caress sweet after the winter i paused to feel the seeping warmth as it permeated my skin and eyes — 3/23/10 – 120
pleasure and pain and loved ones form the fabric of of life and living — 3/21/10 – 118
how do i resolve the creeping tension, the knot of pain, the sweet agony residing in my heart? i can feel its emotion welling in my throat the fear and hope and beginning throes of love — 3/20/10 – 117
i would know your grace and beg of thee thy sufferance for my aching soul — 3/19/10 – 116
your golden brilliance floods the sky with light a cacophony of photonic hues and the warmth that they convey is a balm to the aching soul that yearns for spring — 3/18/10 – 115
the music had a comfortable character fumbling off the bright brass strings and spilling into the convivial crowd a sea of comfortable chatter that filled the warm and wood paneled room — 3/17/10 – 114 #favorite
the penny whistled played a mournful tune as the voice sang a melancholy song … — 3/17/10 – 113
black blots on fibre convey a plenitude of rich meaning — 3/16/10 – 112
heartbeats and breathing with ears ringing in the quiet a soul searching the deep for a morsel of meaning till some beauty is found and the heart becomes calm while you drift into dreaming — 3/16/17 – 111 #favorite
i felt the chill and watched the gentle rainfall and longed for the full fruition of spring … — 3/14/10 – 110
feel the beat, rapid, insistent your heart pounding as you run feel the burn, heady and rich of consuming oxygen inside your lungs — 3/13/10 – 109